
I've been reading through some of my friend's news feeds on Facebook (don't make fun, we all have a Facebook) and I keep stumbling upon teenage girls and relationships. There's nothing wrong with relationships, we all go through them, and truth is that we all need them. They help us grow, help us get more experience from life and teach us to become stronger when the times call for it. But in my own opinion, these teenagers don't know what love is. They throw it around like it was nothing more than a used condom. What I don't understand is how can you break up with someone you "loved," and 2 days later, get with someone else and brag 2 hours later that you "love" them? It don't make a bit of sense to me. Yes, I been through a breakup and she told me "what we had wasn't true." Now, I know she's lying through her teeth just to force herself to move on, and, case and point, she "loves" this guy after 2 hours of their first meeting because he held a door open for her. I flat out told her she hasn't a clue what love is and she got defensive, probably because she knew I was right. I just don't understand girls. I was in pain for 8 months over my ex and she was already on her second guy after me. Thanks for making me feel like I wasn't ever shit to you, even though you know in your heart that we were each other's everything. But fuck it, the past is gone and I'm working on something with someone much better. Instead of hating you, I should be thanking you for helping me find someone better. Anyhow, back to the subject at hand. Girls never take time to heal, they just fucking jump right into new relationships. It helps ease the pain of a recent breakup, like how Morphine helps kill the pain of those pulled teeth. They jump into the "I love you's" after days or weeks into dating and they rush things. They rush and rush just to extinguish that old flame and kill the pain, but what they don't realize is that they're only setting themselves up for the ultimate failure. When you rush this fast, you're blind to what you truly feel. You're only trying to get over that person that broke your heart, fucked you over and you don't stop to realize that. Sure, I can see it lasting for a while, Hell, even a few years, but I believe that down the road you'll discover what you overlooked and what you were blind too and then figure out that you don't really "love" this person. To my ex, I hope karma fucking destroys you. I hope he makes you so happy and then breaks it off with you and you feel the pain that I felt for 8 long months. "I told you, you'd be sorry if I fucking left, I'd laugh while you wept! How's it feel now? Yeah, funny ain't it, you neglected me! Did me a favor although my spirit free you've said, but a special place for you in my heart I have kept. It's unfortunate..."
*I'll update this post more as I think of stuff. I had so much last night, but I forgot most of it. Alcohol does that...
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